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[06 Dec 2006|07:50pm] |
I miss writing in this thing with my little mini random thoughts. I've been so mercy obsessed for the past couple months and just haven't had the time but I've had like a million things I wouldn't mind writing down. I'm super tired and I can't even stay awake.
Semi-formal is coming up, guess I need to get a date and a dress. I'm actually looking more forward to getting a dress then asking a date. Maybe I should just go solo, and have a good time with my girls. ohh who knows.
that was pointless. I'll write more soon I guess.
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| Nice guys finish last for a reason |
[17 Oct 2006|10:40pm] |
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Nice guys always finish last.
I hate that quote and I hate how so many of the good guys hide behind it. Maybe if you spoke up more, and didn't just let the assholes of the world take the front seat, you wouldn't finish last. Yeah some girls like "bad boys" but there's so many good girls out there that are just looking for those good guys, and get stuck with that "bad boy" type. So stop being so shy, and start saying how you feel, and don't let the girl you're madly in love tell you that " you are a brother to her", and make her realize you could be so much more. It's not that girls want to get hurt it's just that it's easier to see something in guys that act on the way they feel, then in guys who just sit there and watch the girl they adore in the arms of another guy.
thank you.
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[21 Aug 2006|12:25am] |
My ex is.... non-existent. There would have to be a relationship for there to be an ex.
Maybe I should... love life a little more. You only have one and i shouldn't take it for granted as much as I do.
I love... my family mostly my father, my friends oh god i don't know what i'd do without my friends, and on the good days when he's nice, i love him.
I don't understand... why God let's so many bad things happen. If there is a god I can't understand why would they ever let so many people suffer.
I lost my..... ability to trust, I trust no one entirely. I hate to be vulnerable so I allow no one really in.
People would say that I'm..nice and pretty polite, but occasionally stubborn, and a little too harsh.
Sex is... overrated. It gets too much attention for all the wrong reasons, and has not nearly enough importance. It's a responsibility and a risk.
Love is...difficult. A ridiculously obnoxious, brutal obstacle worth fighting for the right person.
Somewhere, someone is.. the one for me.
I will always... be ticklish, it's inevitable. Ever nerve in my body is too sensitive.
Forever is... too long, and unrealistic. A lifetime makes more sense.
I never want to.. lose a loved one to a bullet.
I think the current President is...a complete and total idiot. Who doesn't quite understand the amount of good he could do with his power.
When I wake up in the morning I... tell my mom to stop talking so loud.
Life is full of... surprises, letdowns, and unforgettable moments, and sometimes it sucks, but the good times makes up for it.
My past is... a mess. I make too many mistakes and I was wayy to inconsiderate. I've regret the wrong I've done but the past is the past. So it can't be changed.
I get annoyed when... people come late. It annoys me even if it's only 10mins. I take it too personally i know.
My dog is...way to hyper and not the typical dog i would want, but i can't help but love her.
Tomorrow I'm going to... be apart of something i'm proud of
I have low tolerance for people who... lie. I hate liars and I hate lying it disgust me and after I catch you lying once, I don't trust a word out your mouth again.
If I had a million dollars I would.... give it to my dad in a heart beat.
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So my ankle hurts like a bitch.
Emma and I ended up going to Bianco's. I'm happy that we went it ended up being a lot of fun, we met up with some people that we knew, Dan, Steph, Doug, Izzo and one of the Nigro brothers I think Dan? That's how my ankle got hurt because someone decides to push me and i fell on it, it didn't really start hurting until the next morning. =-/ As long as it's better by Tuesday I'll be happy.
Tennis tryouts starts Wednesday I'm so excited i've been looking forward to this forever.
wish me luck =)
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[16 Aug 2006|03:51pm] |
I have to say the past couple days without having a parent figure, has been a friggin blast. Of course there was some negatives, like having to walk to get my own food and being extremely lonely. Though the partying and the 130am car rides and the funniest random car search by the cops made up for it.
I hate that anytime I'm drunk I say or do something that I regret the next morning. I don't drink very often so when I do, it hits me so hard. Now, I have to apologize to people and say sorry how I was for being obnoxious.
Well, I'm going clubbing with emma tonight. Well at least I think so? I'm game for it but she's still a little iffy. Whatever, I hope we go. There was a cute shirt at graffiti it was 32 bucks, which is a little expensive but I like it so much. I might just pass by over there and get it to wear tonight.
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| some silly survey |
[10 Aug 2006|12:26am] |
The Cans.
Can you blow a bubble?: Yes
Can you dance?: Yes
Can you do a cartwheel?: Yes
Can you roll your tongue?: Yes
Can you touch your toes?: Yes
Can you whistle?: Yes
Can you wiggle your ears?: No
The Dids.
Did you ever get in a fight at school?: close too
Did you ever eat a pie: a bite
Did you ever run away from home?: Nahh
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: always have and always will
Did you ever want to be a firefighter?: never even considered it
Did you have a party for your last birthday?: no
The Dos.
Do you believe in God?: i want to
Do you know how to drive?: sort of
Do you like roller coasters?: sure
Do you own a bike?: in the back of my garage some where
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality TV shows: anything
The Does.
Does hair loss run in your family?: no i don't think so
Does your car get good gas mileage?: No
Does your family have family picnics? No
The Haves.
Has anyone ever given you flowers?: unfortunately no
Have you ever been on a plane?: 3 times
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes
Have you ever gone fishing?: never
Have you ever painted your nails?: i'm high maintenance, of course.
The Hows.
How did you find out about myspace?: emma
How many different places have you lived? dos
How many Myspace friends do you have? nearly 400
How many of them have you met in person?: a large majority
How many times has your profile been visited?: 7000? i believe
How tall are you?: an inch over 5 feet
The Whats.
What color is your underwear?: pink and leopard
What did you wear to bed last night?: bra and undies
What was the last book you read?: reading one right now, the rescue by nicholas sparks
What was the last thing you bought?: blockbuster movies
What was the last thing you had to drink?: gatorade
What was the last TV show you watched?: wild'n out
The Whos.
Who have you known the longest? not sure
Who is your newest friend you added to myspace?: paul
Who was that last person you messaged?: paul
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: brittany
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Name 3 Schools You Went To
1. Elwood Middle School
2. James H. Boyd
3. Harley Avenue
Name 3 Things In Your Wallet/Purse/Pocket
1. $40
2. house keys
3. and a letter a friend wrote me
Name 3 Things You Always Wear
1. my rings
2. contacts
3. my heart on my sleeve
Name 3 Things You Do When You Are Really Stressed
1. cry
2. bitch
3. and sleep
Name 3 Favorite Songs Right Now
1. London Bridge- Fergie
2. Last Call- Plain White t's
3. Give it up to me- Sean Paul ft. Keisha Cole
Name 3 Favorite Places To Shop
1. Guess?
2. Macy*s
3. Abercrombie and Fitch
Name 3 Places You Go On A Daily Basis
1. Shower
2. Bed
3. Fridge
Name 3 Things You Like To Do
1. Kiss
2. Read
3. Laugh
Name 3 most valuable possessions
1. My Family
2. My Friends
3. My Life
Name 3 favorite fruits:
1. Sour Granny Apples
2. Sweet Strawberries
3. Juicy Cherries
Name 3 things you are addicted to:
1. i try
2. not to get
3.addicted to anything
Name 3 favorite hobbies:
1. Dancing
2. Sleeping
3. Making things
Name 3 career choices:
1. OB/GYN
2. doctors on call
3. diagnostic specialist... pretty much all doctors
Name 3 goals in 2006:
1. lose weight
2. be more out going
3. love life a little more
Name 3 plans for next week:
1. clubbing
2.step it up
3. drinking
Three Names You Go By:
1. Christina
2. xtina
3. bubbles
Three Parts of Your Heritage:
1.100
2.percent
3. haitian
Three Things That Scare You:
1. getting raped
2. love
3. life
Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. food
2. shower
3. talking
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.underwear
2. bra
3. rings
Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists:
1. Panic! at the disco
2. Rihanna
3. Danity Cane
Three Things You Want in a Relationship (OTHER THAN LOVE):
1. Understanding
2.Laughing
3. intellectual conversation
Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order):
1. I'm a sex addict.
2. I'd die for someone I barely knew.
3. I hate the outdoors
Three PHYSICAL Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
1. arms
2. chest
3. when they wear wife beaters
Three Places You Want to go on Vacation:
1. Tour of Europe
2. South Africa
3. Brazil
Three things you want to do before you die:
1. make a difference in someones life
2 travel to has many countries has possible
3. fall in love
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[07 Aug 2006|02:47pm] |
I'm in the process of moving out of my room into my brother's old room. I don't know why I haven't pushed for this sooner, considering his room is twice the size of mine. I'm pretty pumped, because the room is further away from my parents so they can't complain about my radio being too loud anymore. Also it has two closets so my clothes won't be on the floor as much. It has a green carpet, and the color I wanted to paint my room was originally a blue-green, so that's less of a hassle. I honestly don't want to make my parents spend that much money because I'm going to be gone in a few year for college. So, keeping the same carpet is no big deal. I really want to finish before school starts because then I won't have time to handle it between sports and schoolwork.
Brittany just sent me my horoscope and it honestly made no sense. It said something about me going out and having fun tonight? And there's going to be a guy who'll be mysterious of some sort, and I should just go with the flow. What a load of crap.. I don't think I've met anyone new in like 6 months, but whatver I'm up for it I guess. I don't even believe in horoscopes.
I'm starting to really hate the big boobs thing. It's a hassle and a discomfort beyond belief. When I dress it always seems 10x more provocative then it would if I had smaller breast. I think if I was taller it wouldn't be so bad. I mean, I wouldn't seem so unbalanced. I'm not tall though, I'm 5'1, and I weight 120 lbs. Most of which comes from this enormous hassle. Whatever, though.. someone told me that when girls lose weight they tend to lose some in their boobs, so I guess that's my plan.
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[31 Jul 2006|08:29pm] |
- Living in the moment isn't always such a good idea
- If you really don't care what people think you wouldn't have secrets.
- Absolutely no one is worth dying for, but sometimes you have to learn that the hard way.
- LOVE really isn't the most important thing, but it sure as hell is nice to have.
- Girls really need to stop making excuses for guys being assholes.
- You can have fun sober but then you would have no excuse for your stupidity.
- Life is not just like a penis and when it gets hard f#$k it.. that's taking the easy way out.
- Stop whining about the little things and start to realize some people have REAL problems.
- Science can only explain so much, that's why we came up with God.
- People lie, cheat, and steal. No one is ever honest 100% of the time. Welcome to the real world.
- Love is ageless, unforgivable and without a doubt unforgettable.
Yeah sure you have one to life and of course you should live it too the fullest.. but no where does it say to live a life that you'll end up being ashamed of.
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| one more time!! |
[27 Jul 2006|05:08pm] |
So help me GOD one more person labels me has a spoiled brat I'm going to hit you in the face. I'm not spoiled I earn everything I have and no one should try and make me feel guilty about it. I have just as many things as many other people, so I can't even begin comprehend why I have people making snotty remarks towards me. I get expensive stuff on two occasions of the year, Christmas and my birthday. Even then I only get one present for each occasion. I don't even get allowance, I get money when I go out and I don't even get that much,and my parents always want the change, and when I do get money to go out I have to earn it by cleaning or whatever else they would like me to do. And it's not like I'm selfish, I share. I share a lot, and never once have I opened my mouth and said OMG LIFE IS SO GOOD.. I LOVE MY MONEY. It's not even mine to claim it's my dads.
So, stop being so heartless and stop making rude obnoxious remarks to make yourself feel better, because it doesn't do anything for yourself and doesn't do anything for me except making me want to hit you in the face. Which is terribly annoying, because I'm not even a violent person.
Thank you for your time.
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| Brittany Patton |
[25 Jul 2006|01:19pm] |
I have nothing else to do so I'm going to write an entry for my live journal.
I asked Brittany what I should write about and she told me to write about her. So I will. I met Brittany on the first day of 6th grade in homeroom, and I hated her. I know that sounds like a bitchy thing to say, but she didn't like me too much either. We were vicious to one another all throughout the year. Then 7th grade comes around, and we just so happened to be in the same Technology class. 7th grade was an improvement but we still had our up and downs, and some minor disagreements but it was beginning of a beautiful friendship. The summer after 7th grade is when we really started to become really good friends going straight into 8th grade. I'd have to say we mostly bonded over the fact that we knew that neither one of would be returning to Elwood for our freshman year of high school. 7th and 8th grade were really great years, but 9th grade had to our greatest, most challenging year yet. I have to say we've been through a lot, much more then most friendships would last through, especially if they didn't go to the same school. Though we did it, and I have to say it has only made us closer. She pretty much saved my life, and I don't think I could ever really say, " Thank you ", and " I'm Sorry " enough to show how grateful I am. I love her dearly and if you got back to me in 20 years I'm more then positive she will still be my Brittany.
I LOVE YOU, BRITTANY.
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1. choose 15 friends
2. Write something about / to each of them.
3. Dont tell anyone who the statements are about. Good or bad. No matter how they beg!
1.You are one of my best friends and I love you to death. We've been through a lot,and surprisingly got through all of it. Yeah, sure it definitely took us a while to get back to where we are now, but I know it has made us even closer.
2. Oh dear so uhm where do I start. We have a thousand memories together,and so much more to come. We never really talked when we were tots but these past couple years we've come to realize that we are very much alike but different at the same time. You make me live life a little more instead of taking it too seriously. I guess that's because you're just a rock-out-with-your-cock-out type of person.
3. You scare me a lot. I want you to realize that life isn't really that bad. Everyone has good and bad days. You can be a tad insensitive but I learned to either take it or leave it. I love you to death, and I'm here for you but a lot of times I don't know what to say to make you happy.
4.Well,uhm. It's weird because you know me better then most people do, and I see you more then I see most people from Elwood, but it's not really on purpose. You get me so mad sometimes, but I rarely ever express it. I have a thousand questions to ask you, but I never do, because I'm afraid of the answers. I hate that you never say sorry to me, but you can tell other people how sorry you are.
5.You are one of the brightest people and most definitely one of the coolest dudes I know. We were closer when we were younger, but shit happens. I like talking to you, you make me laugh, and you teach me things I'd never learn from a stupid book. Oh and I will out drink you one day. =)
6. Our endless conversations that go on for hours are pretty great. Oh and my recent dreams, only you would understand them. I love that, we never judge each other, when we tend to have our lapse in judgement. We just listen and comfort, but never judge.
7. OKAY. You guys are what basically made my morning/afternoon life this past year. While one of has an obsession with the opposite sex, and the other who refuses to accept her chaminade boy, I love you to death. If we aren't cracking up about some "dirty little secret" or the fact that there isn't two nile rivers or maybe someone being jealous of my boobs, then we are having a "serious" conversation about some bitch in school that day. I love you both, I could never have a complaint.
8. I love, and miss you. There's a good chance you won't even read this, but I'll stay say something anyway. I really wish you would stop being mad at me. I miss talking to you, actually arguing because we rarely ever had a conversation without you calling me an idiot, and me calling you an asshole. lylab.
9. Okay well hunnie you are a little weird, and I like that. You're rarely ever serious, and you hold a lot inside. I wish you would talk more, so I'd understand you a little better. I can tell you deal with a lot, and you some how find a way to turn it into art.
10. We are very different but similar at the same time. I wish you weren't so rude to people. I mean I love you to death but you are going to get yourself into trouble with your mouth. I don't know why you are the way you are, and I've learned to accept it but it is taking me to a point which is very close to fed up. Sometimes you need to just be easy, lighten up learn to love life a little more and learn to accept that by not going by the rules you'll soon fail.
11. Wow, I'm going to miss you. You're moving so far away from me, and I'm not sure what exactly I'll do without you. You're a little hyper and sometimes I'm not up for it but you make me cheery so it works.
12. You are real and I like that. You don't hide when you are angry or when you are happy. I think you think a little too highly of yourself at times but I guess if you don't then who will. You make me laugh and I hope we stay friends for a long time.
13. So you are my favorite guy. I hate that you care so little about stuff, and you smoke as much as you do, but I'd never change you. We haven't talked in a very long time, but that really couldn't change our friendship.
14. I really couldn't write a seperate one, for you two. You're sort of a package deal. I know we aren't exactly close anymore, but when we hang out we sure do have fun. We'll look back on the stupid fights we've had and say "wow. that was a dumb reason to get mad." i love you bothh
15. Well we aren't exactly all BIFIFFAEAEA<333 anymore and yeah I guess thats both of our faults. We change we grew up and that's alright. I love you just the same not any less.
Don't bother asking me which is you, becuase I won't tell. Though if you want to know if you're up there I'll tell.
Wow, I'm happy I did that I feel good.
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[09 Jun 2006|11:21pm] |
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AHhh, we're done with our freshman year! How insane is that?! we are sophomores now, yes yes yes! no longer "stupid freshman" good year girls! Have a great summer, love you all! Keep in touch.
Finals start monday shoot me now.
monday- math and english
tuesday-theology and spanish
wednesday global
fun fun fun =/
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[08 Jun 2006|12:18am] |
I have no respect for people who:
_don't expression their emotions
_find it necessary to drag things out
_ talk to and treat people like idiots
_ are indecisive
_ like drama because they have nothing better to do
_ don't accept apologizes
_ make other people cry and still feel no remorse
Basically, I just straight up dislike obnoxious,stubborn,and plain old mean people.
I'm obviously angry with someone, otherwise I'm fabulous. Schools great, friends for the most part are great, summer is almost here. So everything is fan-friggin-tastic!
Jamaica less than a month.
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[26 May 2006|05:58pm] |
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I have to say everything lately has been pretty good.I got to see my long lost friends last weekend. yeah! Uhm,I got braces yesterday and they kill. I got braids today, they also hurt. Oh, and I have Sam's 16th birthday party tomorrow,sounds fun.
School is almost over, and I go to Jamaica in 35 days (July 1st) pretty excited for that since my family hasn't gone a good vacation in quite a few years. I tried to get a job at Jimmy's(it's a pizza place for you non-elwooders)the other day,they said they'll call but I might not get it. I was looking at my height compared to the oven and there's a good chance I don't get the job, due to the fact that I'm same height as the oven;I would only be a liability.
I probably won't update in a while again because finals are coming up, then summer. Who knows.
alrightie bye <3
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| havent updated in a whilee i guess |
[30 Apr 2006|09:52pm] |
Tomorrow is the first day of May that means a lot of things to me. NO MORE SWEATERS FOR MERCY GIRLS YAYA!! and possibly ungrounded yay!! Well hope fully I miss my life and friends ughh.
Well I'm sore, I'm hot and tired. I played tennis today like it was going out of style, between tennis lessons and an hour and half of being hit by balls from ryan.
Tomorrows monday, shoot me. I have 2 essays due this week and a book I need to finish. I think I'm going to do my gym report on Venus or Serena Williams in the tennis spirit. I have no idea to do with english, I might just bullshit a story. I don't know people don't really effect my life drastically in a way to change my opinion on something. I'm too stubborn. I usually just agree with them but deep down feel the same way. Oh and mercy girls that have Mrs. Merola, Erin W. is right the book is 'homo erotic'. I read 1/4 of it and decided sparknotes.com is the way to go. If we end up having a test on it then, I guess I'll read it otherwise forget that.
Alright, well enough of me.
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| uhm just this thought on my mind |
[21 Apr 2006|11:40pm] |
People don't like to be used; so don't use people.
For whatever it may be to do your homework, to get back at someone else, for sex, for money,or for power. it doesn't matter what it is, its a bad thing to do and all you are doing is hurting the person.
alright thnks all done
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| Julie and My list of Turn ons and turn offs - out of pure boredom |
[10 Apr 2006|09:13pm] |
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Julies list
Turns Ons:
penises
brains
style
those who shower
money
being sweet
holding hands
cuddling
loyal, trustful
respectful to himself and his woman
Turn Offs:
small penises
anorexic
obese
high pitched voices
My Turn On:
BEER BREATH <3!!!!
non-smokers
kindness
sweet talkers
smart
confidence
good kissers
honesty
penis (i must agree with julie)
good hug givers
'vein-y' arms
My Turn Offs:
bad breath
cockiness
dumbness
bad bad kissers =(
skinny boys
liars
and of course i agree with julie again SMALL PENISES >0
- that was the most pointless thing ever but we were so bored.
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| it was a myspace thing but i hate writing blogs on myspace |
[05 Apr 2006|06:36pm] |
I was tagged on myspace to basically write 6-8 stories/habits/facts about myself:
1. I have a deep fear of escalators. I hate department stores for this very reason, I take the stairs or elevator as much as possible and when I am forced to take the escalator NO ONE can be behind me has i step on to it.
2. I get very embarrassed when I hear the following compliments: You have a nice body, and WOAH YOUR BOOBS ARE HUGE!
3. I won't kiss on the first date.
4. I prefer bubble baths over showers. I used to take them weekly now I take them every night, and showers in the
morning.
5. I've lost my top once when i jumped into the pool, luckily no one was aware.
6. I've woken up my family a bajillions of times from yelling, screaming, and/ or crying in my sleep.
7. I'm mean by accident, not on purpose.
8. Never ask me to do something iffy (ex:skinny dipping) in advance i'll most likely say no. You have to ask me at the very moment you want me to do it, i'll do almost anything once.
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[01 Apr 2006|11:53am] |
next week i have the following to do:
2 math test
1 biology test
biology extra credit
gym extra credit
english projecy
spanish test
SHOOT ME NOW!
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